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[ it was a mistake ] before i leave [29 Jul 2008|07:36pm] [ mood | woooo bowling tonight ] so....getting ready to go bowling tonight. it should be fun. its the last night of the league season and i get my ball, i sound like a 300 lb man coming in contact with his greatest dreams haha. i cant wait to get outta here. well i dont wanna get outta here. its just the fact that living with 5 people in a 2 bedroom is kinda a big deal. i love living with justin, and im so glad things are going so well. i just wish i didnt get irritated so easily at the conflicts in the home place.  so my company declared chapter 11 bankruptcy, we should find out soon if my stores location is gonna stay open, or if its gonna close like the one in northridge. i kinda wish it would close, it would give me the push i need to find something better. work blows lately, and i cant wait to find something better. so....id upload some recent pics...but i really cant remember how to do it. ill have to figure it out one of these days since its been so long since ive religously been on this site. but it is a good way to vent and get the bullshit outta my system before i go have an awesomely drunken night at the bowling alley. woo hoo. east county trash here i come. i fucking hate san diego.

[ it was a mistake ] wow livejournal....memories [22 Jul 2008|01:36pm] [ mood | excited ] damn. i really cant believe i forgot all about live journal. its been years since i have posted and....yeah. thats pretty insane. id like to start off by saying life is going amazingly. im living in alpine now, with my boyfriend, my sissy, lance, and john.....cant forget the bird and my dog. kinda crowded but its cool. my house is never empty. i would love to get in touch with old friends again, and if youre interested, let me know.

[ it was a mistake ] [22 Nov 2006|02:44pm] [ mood | fuck you go to hell ] okay so todays not going so great. its been a while since i have posted.....i just need to vent reallybad. im worried. im really worried. im with this guy, and we have only been "official" for about 2 weeks...but i have known him for a super long time and it seems like we have been togethr for a lot longer. we have really strong feelings ffor eachother.....at least.....i have strong feelings for him. see.....before me, he was with this girl for ovr 2 years. long story short...thy broke up and he is with me.....obviously.....either way, she used to keep her quad at davids house....because he has a garage, so she went to go pick it up the other day. it wouldnt start for some reason, so she called david to ask him if he would take a look at it. he said yes......so thts whre he is today. hes at his ex girlfriends house. im worried. and theres more reasons than just on one WHY im youworried. i keep picturing the worst case scenario....because he has been over there for almost 2 hours. so yeah.....any advice anyone? HA i doubt anyone is even gonna read this

[ it was a mistake ] [07 Apr 2006|11:57am] OKAY...........IF YOU HAVE SEX WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX, ITS CALLED HOMOSEXUALITY, SEX WITH AN ANIMAL IS BEASTIALITY, WHAT WOULD YOU CALL SEX WITH A FRUIT? EMAIL ME ASAP.....JOCELYN@BNBACOUSTICS.COM THIS IS A WEIRD QUESTIONM PEOPLE AT WORK ARE ASKING.

[ it was a mistake ] [03 Feb 2006|09:46am] You Are 21 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act?

[ 2 loved me anyway ] [ it was a mistake ] [03 Feb 2006|07:53am] [ mood | HUNG OVER ] UPDATING FOR THE FRIRST TIME IN FOREVER....WHY IS IT THAT I HAVE NOTICED EVERYONE SAYS THAT NOW-A-DAYS??? THINGS HAVE BEEN BUSY FOR ME. A LOT OF WORKING. A LOT OF GOING PLACES. PEOPLE COMING BACK FROM IRAQ....JUST...A LOT OF THINGS GOING ON RIGHT NOW. .DANIELS LEAVING SOON....THATS ONE OF MY ROOMMATES TO ALL YOU MORONIC BASTARDS WHO EITHER DONT KNOW, DONT CARE, OR JUST FORGOT. HES MOVING UP TO OC. THE MOVERS ARE SCHEDULED TO COME ON THE 21ST.......CARAZAY. AND WHEN DANIEL MOVES OUT...JAKE (MY OTHER ROOMMATE...SEE ABOVE) HAS A FRIEND WHO IS ALSO COMING BACK FROM IRAQ AND NEEDS SOMEWHERE TO LIVE SO HE DOESNT HAVE TO GO BACK TO THE BARRACKS. IM DOWN. HES SUPPOSED TO BE A HAPPY DRUNK LIKE ME SO THIS SHALL BE GREAT. BEEN TALKING TO AN OLD FRIEND AGAIN. IT FEELS GOOD. HAVENT REALLY BEEN IN TOUCH WITH HIM SINCE WE WORKED TOGETHER. WHY IS IS THAT GOOD FRIENDS ALWAYS TURN OUT TO BE CO-WORKERS OR EX-CO-WORKERS? HAHA FUNNY SHIT. WELL I BETTER GET BACK TO WORKING....THIS WILL BE AN OKAY DAY. IM SUPPOED TO GO TO TJ WHEN I GET OFF WORK....INTERESTING

[ 13 loved me anyway ] [ it was a mistake ] [15 Jan 2006|05:30pm] [ mood | YESSSSSSS ] I QUIT SUBWAY. I AM FUCKING DONE.

[ it was a mistake ] [02 Jan 2006|08:36am] [ mood | tired and awake all at once ] In the year 2006 I resolve to: Stop working my street corner. Get your resolution here dude, new years ever was awwweeessssooommmeeee. i was mustha fuckin WASTED man!!! tilt after tilt after bacardi drink after bacardi drink...after some jack earlier in the day that almost had me passed out already....after hookah, and singing all loud and crazy.....after running butt ass naked down the road after the NYE countdown with nathan, sarah, and mike.....getting sprayed with sparkling apple cider....then mine and sarahs shower......it was fucking great. and i wasnt even hung over the next day....i just slept till 4 pm.

[ 3 loved me anyway ] [ it was a mistake ] at work and i have nothing to do [30 Dec 2005|10:18am] [ mood | actually at work ] wow, so it seems i havent updated in a while. i have been doing a lot....even tho i thought i would have a lot of spare time while jake and daniel were gone. turns out i was wrong...because CJ is on leave from germany, and nathan is also on leave......so we have been having fun while theyre both in town. im gonna miss nathan when he leaves. hes like my big bro, man. i look up to him. speaking of which...he and sarah got married the other day. it was awesome. i went to the reception....but wasnt there for too long bcause i was super sick. im gonna miss that man. hes all growed up. im gonna miss CJ too. hes going to afghanistan. this is no bueno...and it actually scares me. i dont want him to go....but i know hell be okay. jesse says the same thing. speaking of jesse....i have hung out with him more recently than i have in a long time. wow. its ture. you dont realize how much you really miss someone until you hang out with them again for the first time in FOREVER! last night was a good night. who: sarah, nathan, hannah, jarmo, boomer, mike, and myself where: the rock jetti over by dog beach.  we were at our 54 rock hanging out at night we smoked hooka, and everyone was in the process of getting crunked except for nathan and i....the D-D's. then me and boomer took mike home, and we went to my house to get my shit for work, then we went back to jarmo's and we all got crunked and ordered pizza. it was awesome. and then we all fell asleep watching a scary movie. how cool huh? i know i rock because we are all awesome, and youre jealous and wish you could have been a part of the night i had that was fun........ it sucks tho because this morning i had to wake up early, drive boomer to his house so he could get ready for work....and then go home and get ready.....makes last nights trip to my house absoloutely and 100% pointless. oh well whateva. life is going somewhat good

[ it was a mistake ] [20 Dec 2005|01:25pm] i am so tired. work is wearing me out. im going to vegas soon. should be fun. were getting h00ked the fuck up, man. its gonna be awesome

[ 3 loved me anyway ] [ it was a mistake ] [17 Dec 2005|01:33pm] things have been going pretty smooth. all i can say right now is be prepared for anything. when shit hits the fan...you better be ready. life is good. my new place is good. my tongue doesnt hurt anymore, and what else can i say?? ima happy camper. speaking of camper....i wanna go camping

[ 2 loved me anyway ] [ it was a mistake ] [13 Dec 2005|10:20am] Well today has not been a very great day, yesterday was alright though. Lest start with the night before last. I went up by Sinbad’s and got my tongue pierced. It was pretty cool. I was excited and it didn’t hurt as bad as I had anticipated. So I never took any ibupropherin or anything, but I ate a butt load of popsicles and ice. I mouth washed a whole lot and went to bed. When me and Jake woke up….my tongue was so swollen it was filling up my mouth. So I finally got that ibupropherin from Val, and everything is okay now. The swelling went down in about 30 minutes……al the way down to nothing. So I feel batter. I told my aunt I had a fever yesterday….which was true. I was so sick I didn’t want to be alive…..so I got out of working yesterday and answering phones and shit too. For some reason I feel like I dint belong at this job here. It fucking sucks and I don’t like to be here. Whatever. I want a Popsicle. I want one now. My tongue hurts and I have no cure at the moment. XoXoX Jossy

[ it was a mistake ] lalala [09 Dec 2005|11:56am] the object? Go back to your very first post of each month during 2005...copy the first sentence of each post you made and post that in a new thread in your LJ, talking about your year in review. You'd be amazed to see what you wrote back then.   <lj-cut text="like i said....thschool sucks, finals suck, people suck, almost all of the student body at granite hills couls all die and i wouldnt even fucking care... well i went out and i met this guy. WELL TODAY KINDA SUCKS. I am very confused about a lot of things right now. and here it is....it is 5 am and i am sitting at ashleighs house. wow, i am so happy recently. okay.  hello my name is jocelyn...just in case you all forgot about me!! (sent while in hawaii) well im so tired right now, i could just explode.   Take the quiz: "HOW ASIAN ARE YOU??" read">

[ it was a mistake ] fucking eh man, my aunt didnt come to work. now i have a fuckload to do all by myself. its k tho.... [09 Dec 2005|09:55am] [ mood | workaholic....obviously ] [x] I am really ticklish. [x] I'm afraid of the dark. [x] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night. [ ] I am homosexual. [x] I believe in true love [ ] I've run away from home. [x] I listen to political music. [ ] I collect comic books. [x] I shut others out when I'm sad. [x] I watch the news. [x] I own over 5 rap CDs. [x] I own something from Hot Topic. [x] I love Disney movies. [x] I am a sucker for eyes. [x] I kill bugs. [x] I curse regularly [ ] I have "x"s in my screen name [ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation [X] I love Spam. [x] I bake well. I'm Martha Stewart. [x] I have worn pajamas to class. [ ] I have owned something from Abercrombie. [x] I have a job. [ ] I love Martha Stewart. [x] I like someone. [ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [x] I love to laugh. [x] I have tried alcohol [x ] I have tried a cigarette. [ ] I loved Go Ask Alice. [x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick [x] I can swallow pills. [x] I have many scars [x] I've been out of this country. [x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [x] I love chocolate. [x] I bite my nails. [x] I am comfortable with being me. [x] I play computer games when I'm bored. [x] Gotten lost in the city. [x] Seen a shooting star [ ] Had a serious surgery. [x] Gone out in public in your pajamas. [X] Have kissed a stranger. [x] Hugged a stranger. [X] Been in a bloody fist fight with someone of the same sex. [x] Been in a fist fight. [ ] Been arrested. [x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of your nose. [x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator. [x] Made out in an elevator. [ ] Let the door close on you in an elevator jus cuz its fun. [x] Swore at your parents. [x] Kicked a guy where it hurts. [ ] Been skydiving. [ ] Been bungee jumping (kind of?). [ ] Gotten stitches. [X] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. [x] Bitten someone. [ ] Been to Niagara Falls. [x] Gotten the chicken pox [x] Crashed into a car. [ ] Been to Japan. [ ] Ridden in a taxi. [x] Shoplifted. [ ] Been fired. [x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [x] Stole something from your job [X] Gone on a blind date. [x] Had a crush on a co-worker [ ] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. [ ] Been to Europe. [X] Slept with a co-worker. [ ] Been married. [ ] Gotten divorced. [x] Saw someone/something dying. [x] Driven over 400 miles in one day. [ ] Been to Canada. [x] Been On a Plane. [ ] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [ ] Thrown up in a bar. [X] Eaten Sushi. [ ] Been snowboarding. [ ] Been skiing. [ ] Been ice skating. [ ] Cried in public. [x] Walked purposely into traffic. [x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have. [x] Been absolutely crazy in love. [ ] ARE absolutely crazy in love. [ ] Fell in love with someone who was already taken. [x] regreted something

[ it was a mistake ] hell yes [08 Dec 2005|10:24am] [ mood | dead ] So yeah, I pretty much say that I have been working a lot a lot. I moved in with jake and Daniel, and shit has been really fun, I cant imagine it going any better, I mean, I have somewhere to go after work and everything, somewhere I can call my own and feel welcome. As of now, I don’t feel bad paying rent, because It makes it more realistic for me and makes it worth while. Makes me feel like its mine…I don’t know, I feel like im blabbering on and on about nothing and I feel lame about that. Ummm, I have been working a lot, like I said before. I work at B & B Acoustics from 8 in the morning until about noon, and then I work at subway from like 2:30 till 10:30 usually. Its cool tho, because its gonna be bringing my paychecks up to about 1800 a month….which means that when Daniel leaves ill be able to take the lease over for sure. Woot…..im totally stoked. But with all the hours I have been working, I feel like im dead. I did it in Hawaii, two 8 hour shifts a day at 2 different jobs….but fuck man, I forgot how lame I feel. Whatever ill survive.

[ 1 loved me anyway ] [ it was a mistake ] [03 Dec 2005|09:03am] just an update. im moving in with jake and daniel today. prolly wont be on the net for a while. anybody who wants to get a hold of me has to call me from now on. sorry. ill update again as soon as im backk in the swing of things

[ it was a mistake ] [01 Dec 2005|12:49pm] Take the quiz: "HOW ASIAN ARE YOU??" what the hell you're not asian what get that rice away from me! your parents have raised you with no style and grace. you are no where from perfect but dont really care. you do your own thing and that is that.

[ 4 loved me anyway ] [ it was a mistake ] [30 Nov 2005|06:45am] <td align="center" style="background: #000000; color: #FFFFFF;">Jocelyn's Random Movie Quote: 'We must kill them. We must incinerate them. Pig after pig. Cow after cow. Village after village. Army after army.' - Kurtz, Apocalypse Now Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td> <td align="center">You are 83% Conspiracy Nut <table width="350" height="30" style="background: url(http://www.quizgalaxy.com/result_images/conspiracy-bg.jpg);"><td width="287" height="30"></td><td width="63" height="30" style="font-align: left; vertical-align: top;"></td> You are the most paranoid conspiracy nut ever! You trust no one, ever - Unless they can gain your trust over months and years of friendship. You are very clever, and you most likely have built a bunker for the pending avian flu outbreak. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td></table> <td> <table border="0" width="450" bgcolor="#000000"> You will go to jail for: Being caught nude in a movie theatre Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com </td> </table>

[ 2 loved me anyway ] [ it was a mistake ] i think about it over and over again [30 Nov 2005|05:51am] [ mood | i wonder.... ] life seems to be pretty tough right now. my cars transmission just took a big shit on me. its cool tho, i dont have to pay to get it repaired. the guy who sold it to me is gonna trade me cars so its pretty sick. i get to pick whichever one i want and bring that one home. but it kinda does suck tho. because its causing me more trouble than it took away from me in the first place. thanksgiving was okay, wish i coulda partied, but everone was out of town so....eh....whateva. yeah guys...sorry I dont have family to hang out with over the holidays. bite me alright? i feel like a fucking tweaker. jake had to leave for work this morning at 5:10....so thats when i left as well. i drove home and now i cant sleep so im writing a journal entry at 5:50am while eating wheat thins. how terrific!!!!  im gonna take a second job. it might be over at b&b acoustics with my auntie kaliko. 10 bucks an hour....that would be pretty sick. i could deal. and that on top of my manager wages at subway.....(that was a joke by the way)....i could definately afford to move in with jake and daniel....and then also afford to put my name on the lease wen daniel moves back to OC in february. id have my own apartment...i cant wait. i just have to convince jake to stay in the apartment with me. hed be able to pay what hes paying now. i wont ask anymore....well....maybe just a little. i dont make as much as daniel does so id need a little more help. but i need to find a way to convince him not to move back into the barracks!!!!! so yes. thats whats going on in my life as of now. im excited. its not turning out to be as big of a piece of shit as i thought. oh yeah...and today me and valarie are going in halfs on a hookah. it has 3 hoses......im totally stoked. what kind of tobacco shall i choose first?......all this freedom.....

[ 4 loved me anyway ] [ it was a mistake ] [22 Nov 2005|11:53am] woah i forgot to mention the fact that i have been able to get extremely drunk whenever i want to....and i enjoy it. jake is the funnest person to drink with in the world. also....somethng else i forgot....me, hannah, and jarmo went to the hookah bar last night. it was awesome. but i got lost trying to find the freeway home, so i ended up following clairmont mesa blvd. all the way to genesee and got on the 52 there. it was cool. i felt a huge burdon off my chest when i found out where i was. and then i was in chill mode for the rest of the night......yeah. cool beans cool beans

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